It seems like you don’t fully appreciate someone until they're gone. You don’t realize how much you care about them until they're not there anymore. Through life there's always going to be relationships that don't work out. Friends you lose, boyfriend/girlfriends you break up with, ect.... I've come to realize that sometimes I miss those people very much. Sometimes I feel like I might have made a few mistakes, a few wrong choices. I almost even regret how things ended or worked out. 


There’s a quote that I found once, saying something like. "Some people are in your life for a short period of time and some for a long time. But don't worry about the ones who aren't still there. There’s a reason they didn't make it to your future". Something like that, I can't remember exactly. Anyways, the point is that for whatever reason that they're not, it's meant to be that way. Friends and relationships come and go. And in all honesty, seeming fair or not, thats just life. You have to learn to live with it and to let it go. You can't hold on to someone if it's just not meant to be. 


I'm really not very sad about those people who aren't there anymore. I'm not bitter about the pain I felt at the end of those relationships. They were there for only a season. And I learned a lot from that. Those people taught me a lot of who I am and who I don't want to be.


I'm so happy and excited about the current season in my life. God has blessed me some pretty awesome friends and leaders. I honestly couldn't ask for better.